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Saturday, June 30, 2007 10:18 pm
30062007 listen, ♥  would you walk this world with me again? had a bad week. wun bother to elaborate. shyte life. to hell to everyone. shyte everything. goodbye! HAVE YOU EVER LOVED AND LOVED SOMEBODY? wish there was a chance to say i'm sorry. MARTHA!
Monday, June 25, 2007 7:39 pm
250607 listen, ♥  dun bother going into details. i'm updating my blogg. dotts. damn bored. SATURDAY! :D did my homework. completed my biology, history and english homework. (: i'm down to maths. typically BORED! fark life! went to church. came home. did hmwrk luhs. =x SUNDAY! :D watched teeeeveeee. =x thn did hmwrk. bathed. went to ah gong's hse. ate dinner. watched teeeeveeee. came home. packed bag. off to aunty's hse. did hmwrk there again. slept. (: i slept at lyk 2+ okayy! couldnt sleep at all. ): woke up super duper early. MONDAY! :D woke up super early. was quite happy in sch. received an sms frm CORNY! :D finally, aft all these tyme. my effort finally paid off. i was super duper uper happy. I LOVE CORNY! :D I MISS CORNY! :D haiish. but he left for good. i wanna go there whn i grow up! whees` ILOVEHIM! <33 STAY WITH ME WON'T YOU? (x i was super happy in school today. super high. especially cien. =x minus the fact that i am sitting beside a block of wood during history and social studies. or should i say a mute? dotts. SIAN DIAO LUHS! lessons went on quite smoothly luhs. lessons plan changed. BORING! damn tired now. maths holiday assignment to be handed in on wednesday. SHYTE HEAD LUHS! i hardly completed. ): feeling damn sadd now luhs. but one sms already made my day. if i could get one everyday. my life would be splendid. slit, slash, cut. ILOVEYOU! <33 I'M SO NOT INTRESTED. i know iloveyou. MARTHA!
Friday, June 22, 2007 9:06 pm
poem. listen, ♥  frm the day i met you i knw we'll be together. written with a pen, sealed with a kiss. if you are my friend, please answer this. are we friends or are we not? you once told me but i forgot so tell me once and tell me true so i can say i'll be there for you. of all the friends i've ever met you are the one i won't forget but if i die before you do i'll go to heaven and wait for you. i'll give the angels back their wings and risk the lost of everything. just to prove my friendship is true i'l glad to have a friend like you. NOW I KNOW. i wanna be with you forever. MARTHA!
8:57 pm
220607 listen, ♥  i'll be with you as long as you want me to. woke up pretty early today. went for trng extremely late. but was not scolded. LOLS! i did my weights, studied and home i went. for tuition that is. sian diaos. got ALOT of tuition homework. sian diaos luhs! today i didnt do much luhs. damn bored today. tmr must start doing homework lerhs! sian diaos! ALOT OF HOMEWORK TO COMPLETE! JIAYOUS! i will complete my homework FAST! ahhhhh! LOLS! dying lerhs. must keep going, carnt stop! theres nth to blog about. i wanna watch teeeeveeee lerhs. BYE! :D GOODBYE LOVE, TOMORROW WILL BE ANOTHER DAY! until the end of tyme. MARTHA!
Thursday, June 21, 2007 9:44 pm
poem (: listen, ♥  iloveyou, yes i do. I got your back You got mine, I'll help you out Anytime! To see you hurt To see you cry Makes me weep And wanna die And if you agree To never fight It wouldn't matter Whos wrong or right If a broken heart Needs a mend I'll be right there Till the end If your cheeks are wet From drops of tears Don't worry Let go of your fears Hand in hand Love is sent, We'll be friends Till the end! BABY ILOVEYOU AND I'LL NVR LET YOU GO. i promise you that you'll nvr be replaced. MARTHA!
9:26 pm
210607 listen, ♥  i wanna be your very true friend. bored bored bored. i went for trng todays okayy. (: i didnt slack, but my trng was cut short though. (: it was tough, but i made it. (: whees` hehh` bored bored bored! didnt do weights today. i hope tmr go sch for trng do weights only. but its high impossible. hahas! rushed home and bathed and rushed out of the hse again. LOLS! chey! leongAN later thn me lorhs. i thought i was late. LOLS! damn! i havent done my tuition homwrk. i havent even done my school homework. school is starting soon. damn it luhs! fark, what the hell. its HOLIDAY can? shyte luhs! AHHHHHHHH! kill me luhs! bored bored bored. but i cannot deny the fact that i had ALOT of fun with my friends. thanks for today -CIEN -LEONGAN -XUETING -YINXIU hehes! =x love you people LOTS! (: i had funn. i enjoyed. but i'm still now happy. fark, i'm demanding. I HATE MYSELF. well, isnt that life? GOODBYE! :D I'M GONNA BE AROUND. and this is MY life, what has it got to do with YOU. MARTHA!
Wednesday, June 20, 2007 9:40 pm
200607 listen, ♥  i wanna show you i believe i found a miracle in you. today.. i had no trng today. (: woke up and did my mission. i visited my dearest friend. i missed her hell lotts. and i didnt have tyme to see her. i'm sorry my friend, i hope my presence has made you happier. i wish you love, care and concern. most of all, i wish you health and wealth. (: i love you my dearest friend. i've reflected on my life. i finally realise hw much i mean to someone. someone who cares. someone who will always love me and be there for me. where were you whn i needed you most? you left me there to bleed. seriously.. i've reflected on how much my presence could mean to someone, and how good it feels to be wanted. i reflected on the past 16 years i have lived. life hasnt been the same ovr the years. whn we were in our younger days, we enjoyed ourseleves and had great funn. making funn of things and making a fool of ourseleves. eventually we grow up. we start to understand the meaning to everything. we try to understand what others think of us. and how much we mean to society or that special someone. but somehow, we start to distant from our parents. we too start to distant from out family be it our siblings. we start to realise hw much someone means to us. we start to think that we are in love. but the fact is that we are not. we are living in our own world. illusions is all exist. we realise how much we can do for the person we love. and how much of sacrifices and commitment we can do. just to see our love smile and be happy makes our day. we learn to cherish and gain more knowledge. the more knowledge we get, we smarter we get right? why do i think smart people are idiots? i think that they are the dumbest people on earth. we learn to appreciate. we learn to care. is love really so important? well, isnt beauty in the eyes of the beholder? one can only see things with their hearts, some things are invisible to the eyes. i couldnt sleep yesterday. well, as usual. hahas. =x but instead of closing my eyes and forcing myself to sleep. i opened my eyes to see the beauty of my room. my room doesnt look as scary as i thought it would look at night. to my surprise, my room looks good when it is dark. pitch dark. at that point of tyme, i started to appreciate my room. i've seen the beauty of my room. my room has its good points. the bad point of my room is that i dun clear it. its super messy. but does it realy matter? staring at the ceiling made me realise how good my room looks. as a kid, all i wanted was to be in space. my parents made my dreams come true by putting stars and planets in my room. i loved it. and till now, i love it. (: the beauty of my room made me realise that my life isnt the way i want it to be. i realise that i am not living the life i want to but the life others want me to live. and i hate it. i hate the fact that i am living for someone and not myself. i dread the fact that i cannot live my life to my own expectations. i hate the fact that i have to do things others way instead of my. its my life. shouldnt i have a right to live it my way? seriously, i'm starting to doubt myself and my capabilities. can i really make it in life? am i enjoying what i am doing? why am i always thinking of death? why is death the only option for me? why is death the only thing i am looking out for? every night i pray to god. i pray for everyone in my family, rebecca and mr tham. but what do i exactly gain from that? i dunno. and i dun wanna question myself why. why am i being so selfish? why am i upsetting my loved ones? why am i making people who care for me sad and wanna cry? why am i doing all these? i dun need anyone's attention. i can tell you that flat on your face. i dun need attention. i dunno what i need. i dunno what i really want. i am i doubt. but who will be there to help me? why am i suicidal? is death really so important to me? i really wonder why i am living. i really wonder why i cannot die just yet. give me a reason for my living please. i want a reason for my dying too. i dunno what i want. i really dunno what i want! i have friends. i have family. i thought i had everything i've ever wanted to have? why am i still so unsatisfied? why am i so not pleased with what i have? I DUNNO! I DUNNO! I DUNNO! i lost my passion for EVERYTHING! I LOST MY PASSION FOR LIFE. I LOST MY PASSION FOR TRACK AND FIELD. I WANT TO EXCEL IN ALL THAT I DO. I HATE LIFE! i have everything i want. i dun have anything i need! am i really happy and satisfied? i'm still a kid in everyone's eyes, so why am i thinking of death? isnt that the most scary thing to think of? shouldnt living be the happiest thing of all? since my commitment means nothing to you. thn why shld i still bother? i should just leave you there to bleed, just the way you left me there to bleed. i would hurt you the way you hurt me. i will hate you the way you love me. LOVE ME LESS. HATE ME MORE! ILOVEYOU CORNY! GIVE ME A REASON TO BELIEVE YOU, COS I BELIEVE YOU NO MORE. i wanna share my life with you. MARTHA!
Tuesday, June 19, 2007 7:37 pm
190607 listen, ♥  you make my heart skip a beat. i didnt go trng today. =x was sleeping. didnt wake up. hahas. ]x dotts. instead of trng, i was sleeping. =x LOLS! seesh. sian diaos luhs. anyway, does it really matter? i wanna do well for nationals!! i can and i will! diaown. watching the new 7pm show. (: quite nice derhs. LOLS! ltr wanna watch other shows. hehes! i wanna watch my show on youtube too. hehes! =x darren's behaving like a GAY! ew! LOLS! was bored the whole day luhs. woke up at 12pm. cos no one woke me up or shld i say, i didnt hear anyone wake me up. LOLS! =x thn laze arnd for awhile. watched teevee. thn started doing homwrk. i studied! (: i did my maths hmwrk. with LOADS of PROBLEMS that is. =x LOLS! ew! snakeman looks GROSS! =x tmr i'm on a mission. (: LOLS! with cien, xueting and yinxiu. (: hahas! whees` thursday going out with cien, xueting and leongAN! (: LOLS! YAYS! i wanna go out! aft trng that is. LOLS! =x using computer until late today i guess. (: whees` okayy luhs! see yous bloggie! MISS YOUS! (: BYES! :D LOVE ME LIKE NEVER BEFORE. share with me every moment. MARTHA!
Monday, June 18, 2007 1:54 pm
180607 listen, ♥  catch me whn i fall. korkor and jiejie came bck frm australia. wanted to see the pictures ytd. but decided not to, cos jiejie mandy quite tired. so she went home. ltr she come home borrow frm her bahs. (: hehes. i wanna see the kangaroos and koala bears. =x they shld be damn adorable! i wanna travel! i wanan go ovrseas! wahahas! wait till i get a passport bahs. (: today's mummy's birthday. today's katrina's birthday too. very qiao right? hahas! =x seriously, i wonder if frendster is screwing up or is it my computer. LOLS! crash! crash! crash! siann man! ltr must do hmwrk! hehes. shld start lerhs! sian diaos! sooooo much to do okayys! didnt go for trng today. cos mummy's birthday. hahas! mr tham damn cute luhs! i told him before i nt going for trng today. thn ytd i reminded him. LOLS! he replied "wish her happy birthday" LOLS! thn my mum laughed! LOLS! cute lorhs.! =x irreplacable! =x i'm bored. TOODLES! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATRINA! YOUR PROMISES, WILL YOU DELIVER THEM? hold me whn i'm down. MARTHA!
Sunday, June 17, 2007 11:17 pm
17june2006 listen, ♥  this is the feeling i need to walk with. changed blogskins! (: HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! (: THOSE MISSING PIECES! tell me why i carnt be there whr you are. MARTHA!
10:30 pm
170607 listen, ♥  would you swear that in your heart there is always me. ytd nvr blog. too busy. LOLS! thats a lie. YESTERDAY! :D woke up early in the morning. went to meet noelle at bukit batok interchange. took a bus to bukit gombak. met jennifer. went into bukit gombak stadium. saw meiling and SJ throw. congrats SJ and MEILING! (: saw the guys run 400m. they were AWESOME! (: you did great guys! (: gunny and johnny ran 1500m. great job people! (: good run GUNNY and JOHNNY! (: bth 3rd right? think so. hahas! (: saw desiree. (: the girl frm sngs. (: frm my confirmation class last year? hehes. =x went to buy daddy a father's day card. bought a friendship keychain. for me and rebecca! =x hehes. quite cute derhs. bear bear. hehes! but me to you bear would be better luhs! (: went with mummy to her friends office. sian diaos luhs! damn pissed. reached home only at 1am. stupid. damn tired. came home, slept. woke up this morning. i'm craving apple crumble! (x TODAY! :D woke up having nothing to do. so darn bored luhs! used the computer to watch my show on youtube. LOLS! yupps. thn ate lunch. mummy snatch the computer away frm me. ): nvrmind. crash my computer and i'll be able to use it again. YAYS! i wanna upgrade my computer too. hmm, good idea. hehes! whees` bored! since mummy used the computer, my only option was to study. i completed my social studies homework. amazing right? =x hahas! did a little of bio. i wanna borrow yinxiu book. =x hehes! not copy luhs! of course not, i must start on my homework. i wonder what i have to do for english luhs. forgot lerhs. sian diaos. must ask xueting agains. hehes! =x cien dearr suddenly smsed me! she return to singapore lerhs! soooo happy luhs! thn awhile ltr, korkor called home. i answered the phone. he reach singapore lerhs! (: with jiejie mandy. they went to jiejie mandy house and thn home. soon aft, we went to ah gong's hse. i brought my ipod with me. (: i love my ipod can? (x hehes! =x thn came home arnd 845pm? 9pm reach home lerhs bahs. hehes! =x thn went to my room to do stuff. cleared my table course i studied. hehes! =x i realise that i have alot of maths books. a whole stack of them. KILL ME! thn used computer lerhs lorhs. (: here i am. LOLS! thats all lerhs. BYES! :D WHY ME AND NOT YOU? would you stand by me or cry for me or take my breath away? MARTHA!
Friday, June 15, 2007 10:57 pm
15062007 listen, ♥  would you run with me? woke up early. tuitor woke me up. thn couldnt get bck to sleep. bleahs! i wanted to have a very gooooood sleep lorhs! spoil my mood sia. ): make me wake up soooo early derhs. no trng, i wanted to sleep shuang shuang. but end of waking up early. siann diaos! ): wake up lerhs cannot go bck to sleep. bo bian lorhs. wake up walk arnd the hse. eat breakfast. ROT! until loonee smsed me. (: went out with loonee derhs. she wanted to get her bikini for tmr. gt it frm button. they sell pretty nice bikinis. (: hahas! thn okayy lorhs, went with loonee and meiling. thn ltr went to eat lunch. thn to vivo we went. i love one of the shops. they sell pretty cool stuff. whn i go to vivo, i'm going there again. (: DEFINATELY! hehes! hmm, went to jurong east lorhs. siann diaos luhs! meiling went to arcade. totally turned off. so many tanglinians luhs. nt just that luhs. damn farked up. arcade SUCKS can! my gosh luhs!! went home with loonee aft that. i was totalley ticked off and bored. saw yaosheng and jeffrey. LOLS! end of story. (: GOODBYE! :D WHAT'S YOUR MEANING TO ALL THAT STUFF? would you be there to love to be with me? MARTHA!
Thursday, June 14, 2007 6:35 pm
poem listen, ♥  my heart bled whn you walked away. i never really knew you, you were just another friend. but when i got to know you, i felt my heart unbend. i couldn't help past memories that would make me cry. i had to forget my first love, and give love a second chance. so now, i have fallen for you. i love you more with each new day. and if you asked me why, all i say i that.. baby, ILOVEYOU! <3 would you die for me? MARTHA!
6:22 pm
14062007 listen, ♥  you made me bleed for you. today i didnt go for trng. tired and nanny not feeling well. bleahs! tmr no trng. YAYS! =x saturday and sunday gt swift. i'm not involved. (: going to meet noelle and jennifer on saturday. thn i'll go meet sweetheart and thn go church. hahas! i kind of wanna go out tmr. i nvr ask anyone out. hahas! =x siann diaos! sleep at home! whees` catch up with my sleep. (: lalalas~ i denied myself a chance to love again. I MISS CORNY. trust, cos doubting SUCKS! MARTHA!
Wednesday, June 13, 2007 5:08 pm
130607 listen, ♥  for you i'll bleed myself dry. today there wasnt any trng. (: so happy! finally no trng! tmr haf trng. sian diaos! hahas! =x tuition was cancelled in the morning. therefore, i went to study with loonee and andy. LOLS! both of them were late queen and king. i wait for 30mins before loonee came. and 33 mins before andy came. dotts. LOLS! then sat in the library for awhile thn went to eat lunch. hahas! gay, i know. =x went to eat macs. (: boring but yahh. hahas! =x thn went bck to library. read books. thn they decided to play pool. i went diao. LOLS but went luhs. =x andy cannot go in cause he's not 16 yet. hahas! i was overjoyed, but didnt show it luhs. =x thn bored. hahas. went to popular. hahas. gay right? looked arnd until 4pm. hahas. went home. bus was fast, journey was okayy luhs. thn walked home. wanted to drink bubble tea, but saw some ah bengs there thn walked off. luckily its on my way home. thn walked home. came home bathed, changed. took some food to eat. hahas. thn use computer lerhs. thats how i spent my day, (: happening right? today was quite okayy luhs. LOLS! hardly studied though. gonna have tuition soon lerhs. at 6pm. siann. sorry yaosheng, nvr go watch movie with yous. okayy luhs. i'm off. BYES! :D I FINALLY GAVE IT A SERIOUS THOUGHT. for in you i see a reflection of myself. MARTHA!
Tuesday, June 12, 2007 4:52 pm
120607 listen, ♥  i'm sorry i carnt be perfect. training was okayy today. quite boring and tiring. it almost killed. hahas. but i'm not dead yet. saddening. still surviving. ): lyrics and words are stuck in my head. i carnt get it out any soon. ): i thought of changing my blogskin derhs. but havent decided. hahas. stupid derhs! =x sending songs frm phone to laptop nw. my fingers hurt. ): booohooohooo. korkor jeremyy went for camp. lucky kerbyy. he has to whole room to himself! INVADE! INVADE! hahas! kidding luhs. trng with noelle and jenn is funn. but with rebecca, it'll be even BETTER! (: I MISS YOUS REBECCA! I LOVE YOUS TOO! (: tired! tired! tired! i'm very super duper tired can? i'm tired of EVERYTHING! i think and guess i was right. what i tolf noelle and jenn that is. hahas! =x you'll nvr noe nor find out. (: I'M SICK AND TIRED OF LIFE! weights was tiring. but nt as tiring as the runs. CRAZY! bleahs! your words and thoughts flows within me. you are my reason for living. how can i not love yous? suspose to study with loonee just nw derhs. she must go to her granny's hse. so we decided TOMORROW! (: hahas. and hopefully, i dun die tonight. (: and tomorrow i will study. i will complete my a maths stuff. i am having tuition tmr!! >_<" lols! i will do my bio tmr! hahas! thats all. i'm bored and extremely hungry! FOOD! ILOVEYOUS! i'll nvr do anything to hurt yous. MARTHA!
Monday, June 11, 2007 9:57 pm
11062007 listen, ♥  till the day i die, i split my heart for yous. qi si wo lerhs! updating frm jus nw. hahas! =x i had tuition. forgot to mention. hehes, lesson was quite okayy. no stress derhs. he quite nice to me derhs. (: hehes. i carnt tagg cien's blog! so qi! ahhh! irritating thingy. LOLS! sorrys! cien dearr tmr going malaysia lerhs. i'll miss you dearr! love yous! (: take care! must buy things for me okayy? =x hehes. LOVE YOUS! <3 maclaren cars look so cool cans? hehes! alonso lost. saddening. ): and i nvr wanted to say goodbye. MARTHA!
9:26 pm
110607 listen, ♥  if you love me let me know, if you dun thn let me go. training! (: i went for trng today. haiish. nw a days carnt sleep derhs. ): dunno whys. i still think of you even whn you're nt with me. i love JENNIFER and NOELLE can? LOLS! but i love REBECCA the MOST! (: hehes. =x dun jealous derhs! hurrs` thank yous for the present rebecca! LOVE YOUS! <33 today is quite a good day luhs. minus the fact that weilun irritates me. and jesher just SUCKS! (: jenn agrees too. (: lalalala~ honey, i miss you. won't you be there? just remember i treasure you no matter wad happens. even whn you're nt with me. trng was alright i guess. tired though. hahas hung out with loonee and valerie. hahas. they are lyk ever before. damn awesome. i love them can? going to eat steamboat with loonee and valerie nxt tuesday. i miss you, i want you, i carnt live without you. stay with me forever. because forever in my heart, there is you. iloveyou ALWAYS and FOREVER! trng tmr! (: thn going to study with loonee. valerie carnt make it. she has to work. booohooohooo! ): ANDY'S CRAZY! trust me! CORNY, YOU'RE MY LIFE. because we won and lost everything together. MARTHA!
Sunday, June 10, 2007 9:15 pm
10june2007 listen, ♥  i'll wait for you no matter hw long it takes. is a dog more important? or a human more important? i've lived with you all the days of my life. for 16 years i've lived with you. but that dog? he's been with you for only lyk almost 4 years. its lyk hell not me who is at fault lorhs. unfair. farked up life. farked up family. farked up parents. fark life luhs. i hate my life! find me sensitive. find me unreasonable. who gives fark? sometymes i really wonder.. am i so worthless? or should i just thank god for all the blessings he has given me. even if it sucks lyk hell. damn life. how can a dog get better treatment thn i do? excuse me! i am a HUMAN BEING please! wad rights does that THING have? LIFESUCKS! kiss me goodbye cos i'm gona forever. MARTHA!
3:40 pm
10062007 listen, ♥  even if i die, i wanna be dying nxt to you. blogging! finally being able to blog. ytd i blog, it didnt appear. so dumb dumb! thn today i just uploaded it. nanny wants to play the computer. so i got to go. hehes. (: bye bye! RONALDO OUR LOVE! =x I MISS YOU REBECCA! I LOVE YOU HELL LOTTS! <33 LOVE AND MISSES! <33 HUGGS AND KISSES! <33 SEE YOU IN 25 DAYS! :D SEE HIM NEVER AGAIN. ): i still love you. MARTHA!
Saturday, June 09, 2007 11:06 pm
090607 listen, ♥  i'll forever be your girl, i miss you boy! 3 days since i last blogged. hehes! =x update! update! hahas! =x THURSDAY! should go trng in the morning. but i didnt go. i OVERSLEPT. LOLS! retarded! woke up lyk almost 1? crazy! =x damn tired! did nth much luhs. met mummy's friend who is going to be my a maths tuitor. LOLS! nw i carnt give up on maths. this SUCKS! lols! but nvrmind luhs! =x hehes. thn decided on my tuition days. shagg man! holidays i shall study monday, wednesday and fridays. whn sch reopens, i'll have to reshuffle everything. so that it would fit in for my trng. no one knows that. =x because mummy will object. i swear she will. studying is more important thn running okayy. blahh blahh blahh! wadeva luhs! studying is lyk so wadeva! LOLS! FRIDAY! woke up very early in the morning! was soooo tired. went to macritchie. hahas! traffic jam at lornie road. LOLS! luckily i wasnt late. trained with nus people. pushed myself real hard. cos i was injury struck. nw i'm bck for trng though i'm still injured. who cares? LOLS! i just have to endure till lyk nationals? yupps. (: NATIONALS! JIAYOUS MARTHA! (: omg, i'm freaking out luhs! went bck to sch. tried my jersey. wahahahas! yunting damn funny luhs! the medium size shorts is really funny. she couldnt even fit. IMAGINE! so both of us getting LARGE! for our size! LOLS! damn gay luhs! thn went to mrt station top up card. thn rushed home. i bathed, changed and rushed out of the hse to meet sweethearts! (: i missed thm sooo much luhs! i had funn with them derhs. LOVES MY SWEETHEARTS! <33 i walked to west mall to meet desiree sweetheart and thn took a cab to west coast to meet felicia sweetheart! lols! =x thn took 175 to bugis. damn gay sia the bus. it doesnt go bck. retarded luhs! LOLS! =x went shopping! (: aft so long, i finally went shopping luhs! soooo happy can? behaving lyk a kidd. omg luhs! =x sorries! walked arnd. tried to find presents but couldnt i love that water bottle! omg luhs! I WANT THAT WATER BOTTLE! ): damn sadd luhs! ): took neoprints! (: hehes. but the machine sucks luhs! damn it! LOLS! the decorating sucks luhs. nvr take neoprints at bugis can? jurong east one is BETTER please! came home with a cramp leg. LOLS! went home in thr mrt. stood for sooo long. came home put muscle ache medicine thn went to sleep. bought a water bottle that i didnt like. ): SATURDAY! woke up my leg was okayy. (: sooo happy. but i rub my eye until SUPER red. thn i tried to make it normal but cannot. it took tyme. lyk almost 2hrs? went out with cien and xuetingg. (: hehes. quite funn and boring at the same tyme cos no whr to go. i very stupid lorhs! ): i forget bring money thn i wanna buy things. luckily i remember if nt i paiseh lorhs. still dunno wad to buy luhs. damn siann. nxt week is father's day lerhs! and thn mummy's birthday! very soon must buy nanny and leong an birthday present. still have yaosheng's birthday present luhs! wahh! SHAGG LUHS! today, korkor jamess and jiejie mandyy left for australia. 9pm flight. take care korkor and jiejie! LOVES YOUS! (: have a safe trip. went to church with sweethearts and katrina. omg! katrina birthday coming soon too. wahh! shagg! no money lerhs. ): wanted to buy a nike shoes. but realise that kayyoke has one of those. hehes! =x thn didnt buy lorhs. nvrmind luhs. wait for new shoes to come out. hehes! =x i simply love nike can? LOLS! =x went home with kerby. played maple for awhile. BETRAYAL DIED! damn it luhs! ASSHOLIC! damn angry luhs! but who cares luhs. maple nt fun derhs. dun realy intend to play it any longer. LOLS! whn can we study loonee? sweethearts nt free to go out nxt week. ): MY NEIGHBOUR SUCKS OKAYY! I WONDER WHY THIS KIND OF PEOPLE CAN LIVE ON EARTH. NOT HAPPY FUCK OFF LUHS. KAOBEI SO MUCH. GO DIE EARLY LUHS! YOU ALL HAVE ALL THE RIGHTS ONLY AFT YOU ALL DIE LUHS. THE FASTER YOU DIE, THE FASTER YOU GET YOUR RIGHTS FUCKERS! I HATE BUKIT BATOK OKAYY! I WANNA RETURN TO ANG MO KIO. I WANT MY OLD NEIGHBOURS! THIS NEIGHBOURS I HAVE ARE SO SICKENING AND UNKIND. NVR SEEN SUCH PEOPLE BEFORE. I HATE YOU PEOPLE ARHS! why did you have to lie to me? MARTHA! |
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